At adolescence Fiona had a massive mental breakdown, descended into chronic mental illness enduring much suffering over many years.

She was introduced to a Christian church and the life of Jesus.

"I am at a point in my life where I simply cannot do it anymore. I am completely worn out from running this race. I feel as if I am drowning and You are the only one who can rescue me. What I am experiencing in my life scares the daylights out of me. I am out of energy now and everywhere people are pressing buttons on me and I am seriously not coping"

At a church conference she received a blessing and experienced inner healing, culminating in release of pain.

"Inside for me was a pile of rubbish of unwanted experienced memories and some false accusations about myself. They were eating away at my insides and had become mouldy. I have been redeemed by His precious Blood."

This book consists of short writings by Fiona over a twenty-year journey from suffering and despair to hope and joy.

A beautiful awakening!

"I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith."

Her writings are often jumbled, obscure, repetitive, and difficult to understand. Other times they contain succinct, colorful, insightful and compelling messages including some confronting thoughts.

"I want to be a person who gives hope through my story to see them saved."