Step into the shadows of one man's journey from pain to redemption as he unveils the secrets that shatter the silence surrounding childhood abuse, addiction, occult temptations, and the relentless pursuit of hope. Will you dare to join him on this transformative odyssey? As you turn each page, you'll find yourself drawn deeper into Nelson's harrowing experiences--a childhood scarred by abuse, the absence of a protective father figure, and the relentless torment of bullies.

His search for acceptance led him down treacherous paths, leading to involvement with clubs and gangs that promised refuge, but exacted a heavy toll on his self-worth. Did you grow up with a low self-image and self-loathing? Nelson did, until he discovered the dangerous allure of drugs and alcohol--an attempt to numb the deep-rooted inadequacy and unhealed wounds of rejection. The occult beckoned, promising him control in a world that felt chaotic. Like the protagonist, did you ever try to numb your pain with drugs, or tempted to delve into the occult out of curiosity, and/or desperation to control your situation?

Haunted by his demons, Nelson found himself on the precipice of oblivion, teetering between surrendering to a suicide mission, or summoning the strength to fight for his own survival. But in the depths of his despair, a flicker of hope emerged, igniting a flame of resilience that would change the course of his life. He explores his bout with drug abuse and addiction and pays tribute to the miracle working power of Jesus Christ as he achieved sobriety, peace, and purpose. Nelson takes the reader on this roller coaster ride from mental anguish and madness to deliverance and maturity. Influenced by the likes of Jim Cymbala, David Wilkerson, and Nicky Cruz, Nelson's memoir hopes to leave the reader to ponder the questions: Why are we here? Who are we? Whose are we? Is there purpose in pain? How do the lonely and socially inept find love? And most importantly, how do we find hope in hopeless situations?

Prepare to be captivated as you delve into Nelson's testimonial, as his narrative is not just a mere read, but an absorbing experience. You will find his story to be insightful and thought-provoking, as he possesses a unique talent for writing in a sincere and engaging manner that deeply resonates with countless individuals. Through his raw and profound expression, he unveils his convictions in a down-to-earth fashion that connects on the deepest level. As a result, he leaves a lasting and positive impact on his readers, touching their lives in extreme ways. This extraordinary memoir is not just a tale of survival--it is a testament to the indomitable human spirit, the relentless pursuit of hope, and the transformative power of redemption.

The author's story will challenge you to confront your own demons, to question the labels and stigmas imposed by society, and to find the courage to embark on your own journey of healing and deliverance. Will you dare to walk alongside Nelson Colón as he navigates the treacherous path from pain to redemption?

Expect to be inspired to forge a new path toward true fulfillment, as you open the pages of this unforgettable memoir, and discover the extraordinary power of the human spirit to rise above even the darkest of circumstances.

About the Author: Nelson Colón, a Native New Yorican, writes his autobiography which navigates the trial of his early childhood and adolescence. Through his personal journals, the author offers readers a glimpse into his tumultuous upbringing in New York City, during a time of political upheaval and unrest in the 1960s and 70s. Moreover, the inclusion of supernatural encounters, and the author's epiphany while serving in the Navy, adds yet another layer to his amazing story. {Approximately: 230 pgs.}