This is a Testimony of real life, not games or movies. The majority of the people in the world don't believe in the one and only God. Then there are fewer, which believe in Jesus Christ. Of that group, how many drift in and out of this commitment. How many worship with their lips, but not their hearts. My parents and relatives fell into the group of there is no God, just nature and the natural renewal of its cycle. For me curiosity was the thing. I had to know the beginning and end of everything, step by step. It's the way I am built! I want every breath and every step I take, to be closer to Jesus Christ. Walk with me and we will see how close heaven really is to us.

Why write this testimony of life? Well, we all have the happy and sad, the hard and easy and the close to God, weather we are aware of it or not and the far from God, which we do not understand. Just a few weeks ago I ask my Father in heaven if I should continue to write the 1st Testimonials each month or perhaps even reveal the deep things, which have helped me thru life. In the process and time of seven days I was shown how the hidden secrets of heaven work. To me it's funny, serious and truthful!

I work on my testimonials stories at night. It was the hand of God, that leads me to do that, no doubt and you will learn that a little later. There are always more people to give them to, than I can accomplish. Maybe I should put them in a book for everyone Father. I don't have time or know how... I felt like a tap in the back of my head, when I prayed that. I slapped my hand over my mouth, trying to take it back, at the same time I looked behind myself to see if something had fallen off the wall. I stopped praying, took a big sigh and went to sleep. Why did I say too busy? I wrestled all night with, "the secrets of heaven are my Lord Jesus Christ's, but that which he gives us are ours.

For there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known. (Luke 12:2)

I was referred to recently as the little lion, which would not roar and the lost generation. Then a voice stood up for me and said, "No, this is the one who walks the dusty road. I wanted to respond, but I fell to the ground in weakness, because of the awesomeness around me. I was shown the loss of mankind and told to go forth with the testimony I was given. I cry and pray with great supplication, before the heavenly throne of our savior, Jesus Christ. I don't want anyone to be lost!

Even though I have learned many things and seen many things, the ultimate purpose is the salvation of the soul. Many things are wonderful and thrilling and most assuredly can be beyond ones metal capability. A pillar of light revealed one night and the protection from 220 volts the next day. Falling down a 100 foot silo chute and being caught in mid-air, revealing of the Holy Spirit to change on lookers hearts in an instant. Even close deaths being miraculously healed by the Holy Spirit. This has brought about dozens of hearts and souls with life changing results.

The value of a soul may seem difficult to understand, but it isn't hard at all. The angles in heaven give ultimate joy and praise to the King of glory for the salvation of just one soul. The creation of people shall come to an end and judgment shall fall. The number of saved souls shall be small in number, compared to those that lived. You may think a body is marvelous, but the soul is a 1000 times 10,000 times more magnificent. Capabilities and wonders that stagger the mind! Even I have taken the soul for granite and continually fights the good fight. The most important thing in life is the salvation of your soul. Fred wants you to fight for it!

Love in Christ, Fred